0:13I want it to be, like, messy
0:22I'm so insecure, I think
0:24That I'll die before I drink
0:26And I'm so caught up in the news
0:28Of who likes me and who hates you
0:29And I'm so tired that I might
0:31Quit my job, start a new life
0:33And they'd all be so disappointed
0:35'Cause, who am I, if not exploited?
0:37And I'm so sick of 17
0:39Where's my fucking teenage dream?
0:41If someone tells me one more time
0:43"Enjoy your youth", I'm gonna cry
0:45And I don't stick up for myself
0:47I'm anxious and nothing can help
0:49And I wish I'd done this before
0:51And I wish people liked me more
0:53All I did was try my best
0:55This the kind of thanks I get?
0:56Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
1:00They say these are the golden years
1:02But I wish I could disappear
1:04Ego crush is so severe
1:06God, it's brutal out here
1:16I feel like no one wants me
1:18And I hate the way I'm perceived
1:20I only have two real friends
1:22And lately, I'm a nervous wreck
1:24'Cause I love people I don't like
1:26And I hate every song I write
1:28And I'm not cool and I'm not smart
1:29And I can't even parallel park
1:31All I did was try my best
1:33This the kind of thanks I get?
1:35Unrelentlessly upset (ah, ah, ah)
1:39They say these are the golden years
1:41But I wish I could disappear
1:43Ego crush is so severe
1:44God, it's brutal out here
1:52(Just having a really good time)
2:04Got a broken ego, broken heart
2:10(It's brutal out here, it's brutal out here)
2:13And God, I don't even know where to start